live & learn
i kno this is tru for these past 2 weeks of work. the thoughts of what could’ve would’ve should’ve, have been running through my head over & over like a bad dream. *sigh* life sucks at the moment.
in other news: i almost blacked out at the grocery store early this morning. i kept trying to focus on the cheese section but all i had was dark spots & tunnel vision. pretty scary. quickly got what i needed. could hardly understand the friendly cashier. paid. rushed outside. took a deep breath & drove home as fast as i could. not the safest but i made it home okay. i think this may have something to do w/ above paragraph and much more.