Life is precious


You don’t realize how precious life is until its gone.

It’s was a rough few weeks. Unbeknownst to all of us, my youngest calico cat (she was 10.5yo but she was still the baby/runt of this household) was taken over by cancer and there was nothing the Vet or I could do. I was advised to euthanize her very soon. I was in shock and needed a few days before making the appointment. In my mind, I had hopes that she would miraculously heal from this disease.

For those few days, It was actually hard & heartbreaking at the same time. Her fur was no longer clean, soft and plush. I can feel every link of her bones in her body as she became dehydrated and emaciated by the day. She stopped eating much or anything. She tried to make it to the litter but was to weak and just peed on the rug next to the litterbox. She could barely jump up to the couch so she sat on the lowest and comfiest end of the bed. I knew she was tired and couldn’t get any sleep because when I cupped her little head in my hands it would slowly sink into it. And when I called her name, I could barely hear her meow back in response. I couldn’t bare to see her like that anymore. I picked up the phone and made the appointment.

On that bright and sunny morning, she decided to make rounds of the house as if she knew it was her last day. I almost cancelled the appointment but I knew she was still very sick. We decided to forgo the kitty carrier and just wrap her in a warm blanket to the Vet. They took her last vitals and shaved her one arm so they can attach the receptacle  to render the injections. I wasn’t going to hold her but decided at the last minute that I wanted her to remember she was warm and safe in my arms. She went peacefully in my arms. I can feel her head slowly slump hard into my arms and her whole body went limp. I was overwhelmed with emotions. In the end, I know she’s now in a better place.  ❤



{random} Fuzzy Furry Friday

Sweet Pea

Sweet Pea

Who knew this pretty “not-so-little” girl would make my heart swell every day.

I’ve been reading and seeing a lot of press about Japan’s cat cafes, but did you know Japanese also love cats in art? Too bad I won’t be in or around NYC any time soon to catch some feline art at the Japan Society Gallery. It opens today, Friday, March 13 till Sunday, June 7, 2015.

Image from Japan Society

Image from Japan Society

my time is up

time is up

these two cuties will be off to their new home this weekend. its been great to see these guys grow over the month and a half i’ve had them. how time flies. i’m sad to see them go. i won’t  get to see them everyday but i’ll be able to visit them every so often. thankfully, i still have their little brother for another week but i’m sure he’ll miss playing with his litter mates. 😦


Currently, I’m fostering these 2 week old kitties. It’s a lot of work but I get to spend time with cute lil’ kittens again. I forget that it’s been 7yrs since my calicos were kittens. How time flies! And in about a month these kittens will be off to their new homes. Best thing is that they won’t be too far to see once in a while and i won’t feel guilty about not keeping them. :p